Thursday, March 22, 2007

Ain't No Sunshine...

... when I'm bored...

... I feel empty
... I see the world in shades of gray
... this makes me depressed
... I am usually not happy
... I feel aimless because there's nothing to do
... I feel unproductive, leading to more unhappiness
... I will start to feel irritated / frustrated / upset
... but yet I have no inclination to start anything new
... I find it hard to motivate myself for lack of direction
... I usually don't last long wherever I'm at or whatever I'm doing

I have no idea what I'm doing here.

I received a totally unexpected phone call from a friend this evening. Someone whom I considered a very good friend, but drifted apart for reasons better left unsaid. For some strange reason, just hearing from this friend is enough to lift whatever gloomy spirits I have. Just like the sunlight breaking through the trees.

11 spins:

kyh said...

me 1st!!!!

kyh said...

so melancholic! yet so beutifully written... u're gifted!

*nvm la... whenever u feel depressed, come and find brangelina... ;)

angel said...

*brings R A I N B O W *

Simple American said...

Then you must not be bored!!!

*wraps Rinnah in red, white, and blue ribboned blanket*

We need to find you a better job lor?

L B said...

I think you need a lot of love and hugs from all of us!

Get ready for mine:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
L O V E , H U G S, & K I S S E S

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
and I am gonna throw in a T A G or two soon!

may said...

Care Bear Stare!!
*rainbow bursts from fat tummy to Rinnah*
*and plenty of sunshine*
*and some lollipops too*

rinnah said...

kyh: Yes, you're first! 5 first place chups for you!!!

kyh: Really? *blush* It's just the way I felt at that point in time.

See, that's why I need my free stay at your 10-star hotel. This weekend, OK?

angel: 3 lovely rainbow chups for you!

Ooooh! *sits and admires the R A I N B O W*

simple american: 1 very red, white and blue chup for you!

*feels very loved and secure in the beribboned blanket*

I also want a better job, but sked it'll look bad on my resume to have been sitting here for three weeks and then wanting to move on. *heaves big sigh*

l b: Oh yes... I need all the love I can get! *greedy*

*hugs and muaks back*

TAG? What tag? *starts looking behind me*

may: *receives rainbow happily*

*starts singing My Girl Lollipop*

Thanks all for your love... I am so cheered up now!

*sends hugs, kisses and love to all*

Chen said...

i'm tired..............
i wanna zzzz :P

rinnah said...

chen: Thank goodness for weekends! We can sleep in all we want...

Simple American said...

Then you don't list this job on your resume.

rinnah said...

simple american: Maybe I should... maybe I shouldn't... *still thinking*